July 7th, 2010
I always wanted to be a Hacker
Yes, for about a month or so my site may have been hacked. It seems to be clearer up now, but it wasn’t a great month, that is for sure. Sorry about the warnings on here.
There has always been a side of me that wanted to become a Hacker. A sort of technology spy who can infiltrate anyone in the world’s system from their own home and go behind the scenes undetected. There is a kind of fantasy in that. Now though, after being hacked even in a small way, I don’t see it as such an admirable fantasy to take on anymore. Here are some quick thoughts on my experience with Malware (which may or may not be over).
- Feeling of helplessness (sounds cheesy, but it is true).
- A supreme lack of understanding of how my own web site works. Seeing that I had no idea where to start to look for the Malware or which PHP files actually did what.
- A new understanding at how bad this problem really is. Probably why Google has started this new initiative to tag any site that may be hacked. It is so bad that someone big needed to step up and take control.
- There are services out there where you can pay a monthly fee to in order to have someone look over your site and keep tabs on anything suspicious going on. I have to say, though on first blush that sounds like a waste of money, I was so frustrated for a couple hours that I really considered doing it.
- You feel like a jerk. I put myself out there on the web via this site and then I could be partially responsible for spreading Malware to visitors? Not a good feeling at all.
- There are people who want to help. Even though I didn’t need them, I was pretty impressed at how many communities there are out there that want to help people with this insanity happening to them.
Ultimately, I didn’t have to do anything complicated. I never figured out how to really get into the deeper recesses of my site to find the specific issues, but I took some actions at least. Finally, when I asked Google to recheck my site, it seems that the issue had moved on and my site was no longer blacklisted. At least for now.
Yes, it may have been the movie where Angelina Jolie got her first big break, but being a Hacker is bullshit and if you are one, you shouldn’t be proud of it. It is criminal and unkind and unless you are saving the world from some computer A.I. gone rogue or an alien invasion, you should go get a real job for christ’s sake.



